Monday, July 1, 2024

Visual Exercise (Isaiah 53:4-5)

Think of a person alive now that was the kindest, most loving person you know and love very much. Imagine in your mind how that person when you had trials, troubles, and afflictions and how that person was caring, compassionate, loving to you to and helped you through difficulties. Life is very challenging! That person that helped you out made a profound impact on your life. 

Now read Isaiah 53:4 that refers to Christ
“Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.”

Now imagine in your mind Jesus Christ who has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows. From a long term perspective, my faith in Jesus Christ has given me hope in the resurrection, and these griefs and burdens are a relatively short duration and will be gone. During times of grief and burdens, I have felt the love and comfort of Jesus Christ. 

Again now imagine the kindest, most loving person you know and love very much. Can you imagine that innocent person going to jail or even worse, being executed for a crime that you committed because that person loves you so much? 

Now read Isaiah 53:5 
“But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.”

Again imagine in your mind Jesus Christ who was chastised (corporal punishment) for ALL your crimes against God. Imagine for each sin, you injure Christ will a club, or knife, sword, bullet or any weapon that wounds or bruises. For me, I have much bloodied Christ all by myself. I can’t imagine Christ enduring the blood and sins of the world from everyone in existence. Truly it is a horrific scene!

Beyond the physical body, there is a spiritual body that we can’t see with our natural eyes. Our sins against God also wounds our spiritual bodies. We have seen our physical bodies heal from wounds. A deep cut will have stitches, bandages, scabs, then finally scars. Only with spiritual eyes one can see healing of the spiritual body. Occasionally, the natural eye can get a glimpse of the spiritual body by observing the person’s physical countenance. There are some dark spirits and contrast with those with the spirit of light

As with the physical wounds and bruises that Christ takes upon Him for us, I also believe that He was wounded and bruised for our spiritual bodies too. As we go through the repentance process, Jesus Christ heals these spiritual wounds as stated “with his stripes we are healed”. 

Hopefully this visualization has given you a glimpse of the love God has for you and all mankind through the Atonement of Jesus Christ.

Sunday, May 12, 2024

Return to Wellsville Mountain

  Mike moaned.  The alarm went off for the third time.  To get to work on time, he had to wake up at 4:45 a.m., shower, and drive from Logan, Utah for an hour and be at work by 6:30 a.m.  He had stayed up every night this past week to watch the monologue on the "Tonight Show."  By Thursday morning, the lack of sleep had caught up to him. 

          As Mike pulled out of the driveway, he noticed that it was raining.  He wasn't looking forward to the drive in the September downpour to the rocket factory.  This entire month, Sardine Canyon Highway was closed for construction, which forced all traffic to use the Valley View Highway.  Mike enjoyed driving by himself instead of riding with a carpool for the commute.  He had enough of the carpool routine from last year.  That last carpool had been it.

          Even though he had been in a carpool, he used to drive by himself a lot.  Having big defense budgets meant plenty of money to pay for the overtime work, so he didn't mind driving.  He remembered how big those paychecks used to be when he worked 30 hours overtime a week.  For most of the 1980's, he practically lived on the production line.  But with the peace dividend, the overtime was cut.

          As Mike passed the fish hatchery, a semi-truck trailer passed him from the other direction.  He was temporarily blinded as the spray covered the windshield.  He had just passed the big bend in the road and was heading due west toward the Little Bear River.  Yesterday, he had noticed that the UDOT was again on their once-a-week effort on that monster bridge in the sky.  Why was that project taking so long?  That was Mike's last thought as another semi-truck passed him on the narrow part of the road.

          Mike woke up.  He was lying in a hospital bed with needles poking into him and bandages covering him.  Family members and co-workers were surrounding him, but he was too groggy to talk.  Mike had been a really lucky person.  The second semi-truck had passed him and completely covered his windshield with mud.  Being unable to see, Mike swerved into the raised shoulder of the road, which caused him to roll.  The highway patrol was amazed that anyone had survived the wreckage.  Mike's back was broken, his legs were crushed, and he had several internal injuries.

          For the first few days, Mike was in a lot of pain, so he didn't notice much that went on.  As his condition improved from critical to serious, the frequency of visits from co-workers and family members dropped off.  He had a lot of time to himself.  One morning, the nurse opened the curtains to the room, and he couldn't help but notice the Wellsville Mountains.  He had forgotten how green the mountains got after a few days of rain. 

          Mike reflected on how much time he used to spend hiking the northern end of the Wasatch Mountains.  It became a tradition to hike to the peak with his dad and brother each summer.   They had extended the trip by hiking the entire Wellsville ridge from Rattlesnake Canyon to Deep Canyon.  One summer, he and his scout troop represented the Wellsville heliograph station for the annual Boy Scout signaling.  He had even tried deer hunting on the mountain, but it was futile.  One could expend more energy dragging a deer down that steep mountain than there was meat on a deer.  He gave up hunting and instead watched the hawk migrations.  One April, a bunch of his tech school buddies hiked the south slope of Rattlesnake Canyon to the cirque by Box Elder Cone and skied down the mountain.  Mike resolved that as soon as he recovered from the accident, he would hike to the Wellsville cone.

          Mike became infatuated on information about the Wellsville Range.  When family members came to visit, he pestered them for any book, map, or article from any library or book store about the mountain.  He learned about geologic history.  He learned about the Brazer Limestone Formation, between Box Elder and Wellsville peaks, that contained tons of coral fossils.  The extraordinary concentration of trilobite fossils could be found in the Spence Shale Formation.  He studied the mountain by looking out the window daily using binoculars that his father gave him to use.

          He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hike the Wellsville cone before the snow fell.  The doctors were monitoring him daily.  He recovered from the broken bones, but his bruised pancreas developed an infection.  After the third week in the hospital, Mike was still in a lot of pain.  When he tried to go to sleep one night, he was afraid that he wouldn't make it to the morning.

          Mike arose.  Finally, the day had come.  As he left the hospital, he noticed that all his bandages were gone. Instead of the hospital staff being near him, many relatives that he hadn't seen for years surrounded him.  Mike had them take him to the Rattlesnake Canyon trailhead.  If he couldn't physically make it to the top, he wanted to at least put his foot down on the trailhead.  He was amazed that he had strength to stand after being in the hospital for so long.  He took his first step.  He tried to walk.  He could.  Through his excitement, he got stronger by the minute.  All the while, he noticed that the color of the leaves were changing from drab to brilliant hues.  He felt so good that he began to run.  He was amazed at being in such good shape.  He could never in his 38 years run like this.  Never.  It seemed as if he began to fly.  In an instant, he had made it to the top of Wellsville Peak.  He had reached his goal.  As Mike turned to leave, he noticed his brother coming up the trail, sprinkling his ashes behind him.

mddwave 11 February 1994